I Dont Understand

Where’s the real honestly?
What is total loyalty?
I don’t have your personality!
I’m done with this insanity!

I’m leaving from this madness.
I’m through with your nonsense and you!
I’m tried of my feelings of sadness.
You always win but it me you lose!

After all you did to me,
You expects me to stay by your side?!
I’m apart from you yet I’m still not free.
This time around its good bye.

You lie and lie; there’s no ending.
I can’t believe anything you say.
Because of you, my heart is bending.
“You’re the crazy one,” you all say.

Don’t talk to me until you break.
I’ll only listen if you’re ready,
Ready to admit you’re a fake.
Your burdens are far too heavy.

“I’m sad because you’re gone.”
Then why do you look so glad?
You’re listening button isn’t on.
You became happy by making me sad.

By betraying me, you finally win?!
I don’t understand anything at all.
I’m crying now while you freely grin.
My sanity is up against the wall!